All my mind

The last week was a nightmare for me. Because I realized the Portland State School English program is not so cheap than I thought. So I always was thinking about this kind of things during last week. Go to Oregon or not to, go back Taiwan soon or not, find a new school in Dallas or Oregon. My head almost exploded. Although Lucy gave me some advises, but I have to decide it by myself. Before the previous day of going to Portland, I made the decision finally. I am going to Portland.

The reason why I chose Portland is I can't stay Dallas anymore. In fact, I can't bother David family's life anymore. I am a very fair person. If someone do something nice for me, I will do something nice return. I felt I couldn't give them anything back. And Texas is a place that you can't live without a car. If I want to go somewhere, I need to someone's help. I don't like the way. I think that It always bothers someone. So I decided to leave. The other reason is time to change a new environment. The final reason is that I'm not ready go back Taiwan to find a job. I think I need two more months to increase my English ability and my confident. I need the time to get ready everything. After this I can find my confident with good English.